Quoi?

I've always had this underlying fear of growing old and alone.

I used to think that I only thought about it occasionally, but I'm starting to realize that I think about it every single day, if only for a very brief moment. It's so.. I don't know. What do you think it is? I feel like I have everyone and no one at the same time. Do you know what I mean?...I have so many, such incredible friends... I don't even know what to say exactly, I never do. I don't know how to explain the feeling, but it's there. I enter these fucking blogs because I so badly want talk about it, but find myself uncapable of actually discussing it with anyone. I stop short, just as I am now. Damn it, me.

See, I told you!

2007 is the shit! Today was especially good. Completely did not expect anything from today, but it truly was a day of love. I've never had a Valentine's day like this. How nice!